044: Who are you on the other side of pain?

Everything is falling apart. My body is in pain, and there's tension in my shoulders. My head feels as if it's about to explode. I sense my shallow breaths, my heart beating faster, and the urge to cry. There's a discomfort so profound that I don't know what to do with myself. I feel an overwhelming desire to disappear and run away.

After experiencing al…